my husband an i have been togethr for 10 years. we have 3 wonderful and amazing girls, and our first boy is on the way,only 2 more months:) he has always had "issues"with drinking. he finally quit but then started taking drugs. then he started drinking again on top of that. he became a monster. i just had our 3rd daughter and he went into rehab finally. he was clean and sober for 6 glorious months and the DAY he was done with his program went back to drugs!!!! fast foward to now,he has been clean for over a year of drugs but is back to drinking. he supposed to be taking antibuse,but chooses when he feels like taking it. he does not have insurance so he is paying all out of pocket. which is usually his excuse for not taking it. i DESPISE alcohol and i myself have not had a sip of it for almost 9 years. he knows this of course and i feel when he drinks(which is NEVER in front of me or our kids. alcohol is not allowed in our home and he has NO problems with telling ppl this,and repecting that,but sneaks it) its almost like he is trying to push me away or get me to kick him out!! he knows that i know when he has been drinking and that drives me even mader!! i'm just so lost i don't know what to do anymore.
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