My husband is addicted to crack apparentley has been since before I met Him. We have been married 5 years and together 13 years. We split apart for 2 yrs and he stayed clean so we got back together.He was clean 18 months to two years. It was the first real happiness I ever knew. Then It abruptly ended and it is worst then the first time. 2 rehab stays and used within two weeks. It has been so hard this time. He left briefly then found out he didnt have to and lives in basement now. I love him but I hate what crack has done to him. Today I dont even know if I really love him anymore.Im sad and tired.
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