my boyfriend has been clean from cocaine for 3 yrs, though he has other issues that one has not been a problem, he suffers from post traumatic stress disorder, deep depression, he drinks but not to excess except one time, he ran into my nephew and they stopped for a few beers, he's already a terrible driver, he gets distracted easy, but this night he got pulled over and got a dui, of course this did not help his depressive state, but he has been trying very hard to pull himself together, it has been 10 months since he was in the psych hospital, but he constantly says he wants to die, i think some of it is habit, but sometimes i think he really feels that way, but i digress, with the mess of his first dui, he has become more depressed, about 2 mos ago he did a line of coke, then in about the last month he has fallen 2 or three times, the other day, his "buddy" gave him some crack and he could not resist it, even with me telling him it was that or me, but in a way it woke him up, he went to the psych hospital for help and they did nothing but give him a bad time, and then released him, his doctor told him to call him monday for a prescription of antidepressant. he tells me this is when he needs me the most, but i'm having a hard time with that, i told him from the beginning, i don't deal with cheating or drug use, if i hold my ground will i push him over the edge or do i save my own sanity.
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