That's what I'm hearing by a mutual friend who has seen him around town anyway. That was part of the reasons I left! His drinking, partying, his friends...came before our marriage. Then I found out about the OW (the second one in the 4 1/2 years of our marriage!). I had found out he was using drugs 6 months after we were married. He swore he only did it about 5 times...but his recent behavior tells me differently. I even went as far as to bring a drug test home for him to take a month before I left the house in a desperate attempt to get through to him. He laughed about it & never took it. He's with the OW now...but blames me for leaving! Like it's MY fault his life is the way it is. He's still partying, but he is very angry with me. Fighting over everything...etc. Like I did this!!! Our friend that sees him out thinks he is in self destruct mode because he's always really drunk all the time now. What is up? Is it about feeling guilt for doing this to me? Trying to drowned his feeling of being a complete fucking asshole? What?!
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