My sister is 33 years old. During the past year, she has started shooting up meth. From my understanding, it is not on a regular basis. BUT...I dont live with her so dont really know how often. I just know what it does to her. She has been hospitalized 4 times in the past 6 months from meth and GHB. EVERY time she shoots meth, she goes into another world and you cannot conversate at all with her. She has vivid hallucinations and starts talking about the bible and Revalations and the Rapture. We are Christians, so I am familiar with a few things that she speaks of. But she starts saying shit that makes no sense at all. Examples: " I have made it through the Holocoust", " I died in 1986 in my Brothers BMW, I O'DED on GHB." However, the most shocking and scary thing I heard from here was a month ago. Her ex-husband went to pick her up and brought her to my house. She had been shooting up and awake for 3 days. She was walking around my house talking to herself and trying to talk to me(not very successful). She sat down on my couch, looked up, and said" I am Legion. I have many names. But, I do not know my own." WTF??? Okay, so know I am beginning to think my sister is posessed and am freaked out. I ended up having to call an ambulance to come and get her. She was treated then transferred to a rehab type facility against her will. After she was there a few days, the docs changed her status from involuntary to voluntary. She was out of there that same day. Aftter that, she swore she was done. That God had given here visions for 7 days, that she went to the gates of hell. 3 weeks later....relapse. She hasn't spoken to our parents in 6 months. To my complete shock, she called them to come get here. When they got there, my Dad tried to talk to her. She was sitting in the floor with a Bible, rambling again. They could not get her up. Then, she became unresponsive. That is what happened last time too. She literally could not speak for hours!!! My parents ended up leaving her there. I dont know what to do. Im so scared shes gonna die. But I have tried multiple times to help her. My hubby and family say to let go. But, the thing is, she is my Sister. My mom died 4 years ago from Ovarian cancer. She is all I have left from her. I feel like if I let go shes gonna die. SO scared. Also, I have Crohn's disease and it is making me sicker then I already am. My chest feels like it is loaded down with Bricks. I have to keep taking deep breaths. What should I do???
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