im just wondering if my ex will ever face me & apologise for eveything he put me through, i know the last three months we were together his behaviour was very strange, i know the cocaine addiction made him behave this way. i had a long talk with him to try to shock him into realising his odd behaviour, i told him he looked straight through me when i was with him, i told him his eyes were blank, how much he had changed, how his skin looked grey, i told him its like the lights are on but nobody,s home, the only thing he said was "have you got any antihestimines for my dog, she prickled her paws" i couldnt believe it. i found it quite scary. he,s watched me fall apart, he told me he has no feelings for me, the week before that he was telling me how much he loved me. so confusing. he,s been in recovery since xmas, how long does it take before they start to feel remorse for all the disruption he caused. he put me through hell, he,s messed with my emotions, had no sympathy at all. i know the time scale will be different for everyone but is it weeks/months or more before they start to get feelings back & realise what they,ve done?
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