So I cut off my friendship with my bf. Since he decided he was not an alcoholic things started to go back to the way they were before where he just didn't care about me. After a very stressful and disappointing week I was having symptoms of mixed episodes I was scared I was going to break down . I needed him. He told me to get help that he could deal with anymore stress. So said no ! No ! Ihave sacraficed so for him! Love him somuch but he can't see it. Except when he is sober. I fail.
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