Hi, I am new here. Frankly, today is not a good day. I'm depressed and a wreck. I am an adult daughter to parents that were crack addicted. My mom dies last year from a cocaine induced heart attack. MY dad has since then supposedly cleaned up his act. I was severely physically and mentally abused. My dad cheated on my mom all the time and I raised my two siblings (brother 8yrs younger and sister 14 yrs younger) I have grown up to be a successful nurse. Yet I always look on the negative about everything. I am a biological mom to a 4 yr boy and a step mom to my girlfriend's 3 boys. I came out 3 yrs ago after being married for 7 yrs. My 1st partner (like most of my relationships) cheated on me and broke my heart. My current relationship is about to hit its 1 yr mark which when things always start to go down hill for me. We have been fighting a lot lately and I feel like I keep messing up... I just want to be happy. I am in counselling but I feel like it doesn't even start to skim the surface... HELP! Thanks for any advice you can provide....
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