Tonight I learned that my husband has been lieing to me for the last 3 years and is a cocaine addict. I am due to deliver our 2nd child any day now and I can't believe this is my life. I am trying to decide what I want, do I have the energy left to support him because I feel like over the past year he has emotionally drained me. I hate that I saw the signs, but could never find any concrete proof, and I tried to find it! All I see when I look at him is hatred, and I am so very angry, I want to hurt him like he hurt me. He wants me to remember what is good about him but I have to wonder what was a lie and what if anything is the truth. Where do addicts families go from here, can I forgive and will I ever trust him again???
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