Hi. This is my first time here and I am feeling lost. I'll try to make this short but as I am sure you all know, life with an addict is never simple. My husband called from his way home from work about 2 years ago and told me that he was going into rehab the next morning. He was taking Oxy's, percs and fentynol suckers. I knew his was taking something but had no idea on what and how much. He went to rehab and left 15 days later after detoxing. He said that he "could handle it from here." It was ok at first but slowly stopped going to NA. About a year ago, I found him snorting Oxy's. I learned that he had gotten the pills from a guy he had met while in rehab. Figures!!! I kicked him out and he went to a doctor and started suboxone and counseling. He moved back in and things seemed ok, again. Well, now it's happening again. Things like asking his mom for a pill, not going to see his counselor in months, stopped NA months ago, etc. I have a gut that he is using again but haven't had any true proof. Just my gut which had proven to be right in the past. I am thinking of confronting him tonight and asking that he take a urine drug test if he denies, which he prob will. We have 6 kids. The oldest is only 7 and the youngest is 10 months. If he is using again, I want to break free of him but I know I can't. I have no family and I am a stay at home mom and have been since our oldest was born. I am only 30 years old and I don't want to spend the rest of my life playing these sick games. Sorry if I am rambling but I just need some good support and advice.
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