It has been about three years that my mom tells me she has been clean, but i cant stop being disappoinyted in her. When she told my siblings and I that she was first going to rehab, it was so unexpected but i supported her. Out of no where my anger started to grow and now i can't forgive her. All the lies and misconceptions.All her weird behavior explained, but growing up she was my world, my savior, my hero and my best friend. It has been so long going through recovery with her, why can't i get over it? I feel like all my respect and trust for her is gone and a piece of my heart missing. I am proud of her and love her, why cant i just move on and fully let her back into my life? I have friends who do coke, but i dont hate them for it. Now i am in college and feel further away than ever. Any thoughts or advice pleasee , i am confused with everything.
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