For months I have been putting up with his out of control drinking and abusive behavior. a few months ago I thought I wanted to leave but I stayed because I love him so much and he kept saying "we'll work it out" and "it will be ok", "we'll be together forever". I thought we loved each other enough to weather any storm. Then he blindsides me about a month ago and says he's not happy anymore and he doesn't know if he wants to be married or alone. So now he has been staying at a friends house. I really don't think there is another woman involved (I hope not anyways) I think he was just enjoying his drinking and freedom hanging with the guys from work all the time. Now when I talk to him on the phone he changes from day to day, one day he's nice the next cold and uncaring. Says he still has alot of feelings for me but is no making no indication that he wants to work on our marriage. As each day passes I lose hope. The alcohol has won, 16 years down the tubes or should I say bottle?
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