SO my brother just recently got his liscense back in Jan from DUI.....He got arrested for the second time for the same thing and its only been a week after his 21st birthday....I find out what happens to him today....he could get 3months to 3years....he possibly has a child on the way....we won't know if its his until it gets here...and more than likely he won't be here for his 1st child birth.......I thought that he was getting his crap together...he quit doing drugs stopped drinking (but only for a while I guess)Its just never ending I miss my brother and the relationship we used to have. Life has just pushed us apart...its so hard to watch him through his life away.....and see how it influences everyone else.....so what do I do? just stand back and watch....How do you tell a child that his brother is in jail...I know you can't help those who don't want to be helped......the more time passes the more I just distance myself from him and that whole family....its like poison......I love my brother I don't want 20yrs to go by and wonder if things will ever change.....I have hope but I don't live in that hope.....I don't want to be bitter torwards my brother and family....I guess I will continue to pray and let Gods will be done.
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