My Son is 33, addicted to drugs not sure of which one..Is married has 3 children ages 7months, 4 yrs, and 7yrs..Wife and children live in my home..My Son is in a homeless shelter..I saw him Friday for the first time in 9 months..Afraid of what I might see almost made me not go, but love kept me going.He looked good and sounded better than I had heard him in several months..He has been in rehab several times, not at my expense because I have no way to help him..He is being treated now and HOPEFULLY on the right road to staying clean.. I was so happy to see him in this condition.We had a fantastic visit and I left feeling upbeat..When I got home, the joy just started rolling out, not till later did I realize that no one here really wanted to hear about it..My daughter-in law, yes I can understand her feelings, she has had enough and does not want to raise the 3 kids with a chance he may backslide..My husband, well I just have no hope for any support from him..I just need to talk and have someone who is in the same position as me or can understand where I am coming from listen may it be sad or happy news..Like I said, here is a lost cause..I am a cancer survivor, and I believe in my heart that battle was was easier to fight than to see my Son like this..
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