Well, it has been 2 weeks since my now in recovery crack addict has left me. I have been going to therapy and al-non for the last month, and I cant tell you how this helped me, my only regret is that I didnt do this earlier!!!!! I realized all of our trouble wasnt the crack yes most of it was but I was un-healthy as well. I am a co-dependent what he loved so much about me!!! I worried about him and his habits so I didnt worry about my issues and I stayed and subjected myself to a destructive relationship! Dont get me wrong I love him, but I cant be with him even in recovery its to much of a threat to both of us. He told my daughter to tell me hi and a week ago I would have taken that as a sign to call him, since he cant call me I changed my #. I had no desireto call him , dont get me wrong I havnt seen him yet that will be the true test but I think Iam ok. I am done being a door mat!!! Please pray for serenity for me!!!
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