Today I said no to Mike ( the crack addicted father of my 8 month old son Michael) after 2 years of abuse and drugs and torment and Dr Jekyl Mr Hyde. I finally said NO. I have been mentally ready to do this since I left him and moved back in with my parents after it got really bad, but I always just kept telling him to get better and come back to us, all the while he kept borrowing money from me and taking from me. I have been in hell as I am sure all of you have either gone through or are going through, I have sent him official emails and texts requesting him to please leave me alone, and he would respond with horrible insults and threats, He begged me to talk to him today and I did I finally did it and after everything I have been through so far in my life this has to go on the top of my hardest things to do list. He begged me to not do this, to give him the benefit of the doubt to help him, all he needs is Me and Michael and he will do what ever I tell him to do just please do not do this, do not walk away from him and us, and I started crying held my ground and told him I am sorry but No I am done. I did it, I do not know how I feel right now, I have never been able to tell someone that I love that I do not want them in my life any more that he is breaking me down with his emotional sabotage, but I did, and it's done. :(
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