i am so mad right now! my husband just called me, he is sick from not having drugs and asked me for $10.00. i said no. i said i wasnt going to anable him and on top of that i wasnt going to give him money for drugs! of course he got upset and said that he is throwing up and sick and i wont help him out. aaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! im so ticked off at the whole drud addict manipulations! he was clean for over a month, and already went through detox in jail. why would he go back to using. i have given him $150.00 over the past month and he still owes me $50.00. he is supposed to get aroud $300-400 on monday and he said, "you want me to give you money but you wont give me any!" PLEASE, give me a break, he still OWES ME $50.00. im done giving him money. im so tired of him manipulating me and everyone else to look like he is the victom!! i gave him chance after chace to stop using and he keeps doing it. now he saiys he is gonna be done completley by monday. yeah right, ive heard that before! he also says that he cant quit without me and he needs my 100% support. im tired of him always making me feel like i did something wrong and that this is all somehow my fault. ok, so im not a very affecionate person and i have a temper. he said thats the reason he went back to drugs. HOW DARE he put that weight and guilt on me!!!! since when is it the responsibility of a spouce to get an addict clean? the way i see it is, you started doing drugs so you need to stop doing drugs! i will support him, but not do it for him!i cant handle it anymore! oh and did i mention i am startng to get collection notices from sevral places he wrote checks to that were all in my name. they totolled over $14,000.00!!! whew, that felt good! thanks for letting me vent!!
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