Talk about one of the WORST conversations ever. I am so proud of myself for taking every bit of strength from every where to muster the courage to talk to him when he was sober. To really get it all out. To tell him why I was needing a major life change and needing to move out of here. The funny thing is that his addiction is so strong that he doesn't seem to care much about my leaving, simply he is annoyed that he has to move :( That's a hard realization. I keep telling myself that he is SICK. I hope he can find the strength someday to get himself help. For too long I've been here to help him through a lot of crap... now I have to find my own way through my own stuff. Thanks everyone for your support you've given and your own experiences.
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