I am living with an alcoholic who wasn't always this way. Wehn we met almost a year ago, he was sober and very active in AA. Last weekend, he admitted to me that he had started drinking again (which explained a few weird things). I wasn't shocked because I knew something was going on, but the hurt I feel is overwhelming. I can not believe that he could lie to me like that, after everything we have been through. I am so hurt. He is active in AA again, but I want to be selfish. I want to support him and am trying to, but I have 3 kids at home to take care of. I'm so angry at him. HE has to go to meetings every night, so now he's not home. HE has to deal with HIS recovery. HE has to do all these things. What about me? Do I matter? Do these terrible feelings I have matter? I feel so alone and helpless. I cry every day. I don't know what to do.
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