I am ready to throw in the towel. I feel like I am trying to save a sinking ship. My husband's addiction is tearing our family apart. It used to be that he would only take a few hits at night or smoke a little to calm his stomach in the morning. Now that is all that he does. I don't even feel like we are married anymore. I don't even sleep in the same room as him, it reeks of pot. He doesn't do anything with the children, he hasn't in months. We argue about him not doing anything but getting high all the time. Our place is full of dents in the walls and broken closet doors from him puching them when he is angry. I started taking notes a while ago. In 4 months all that he has done to help out around the house is take out 4 garbage bags. It's a just a little part. We are always short on cash. I was so embarassed to have to pawn my rings to get money to take care of stuff for my kids. I found out that night that he had spent 120 dollars on weed. I was pissed. I still am. He used to be very sweet. He played with the kids, helped aound the house, cooked was the man that I really miss. I want to leave, but I know that the man I fell in love with is hiding somewhere. I miss him alot, but I don't know what else I can do. He doesn't think that he has a problem, and each day is only getting worse
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