I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years- we have known eachother for 15 years.. He is an addict - cocaine/crack... Sometimes he stands me up... or I just never hear from him, no matter how much i call or text... and normally he texts me or calls all the time.. We used to live together, but when he blows his pay checks and leaves me with the bills, it sucks! so i moved out when our lease was up. He keeps saying he will get help so he can marry me-- but when? Now he wants me to go to a pawn shop and pay the interest for him... he already owes me money... I don't know why I feel I can't be without him... I mean, there has to be someone out there who would want to make dinner plans with me and not blow me off.... or take off and leave on my birthday.... He makes me feel so low. uggghhhh!!!
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