Why does this huband of mine disrespect my boundaries.It seem like Ive got to get mad and show my anger for him to get it.I know in a sense Im making it to easy for him. Im having a big problem letting go and letting God do his job.It was alot easier last year when he was in a rehab that he didn't have freedom to call that much,now in this shelter he keeps his phone and has frre access.Why can't I be stronger then Iam. I thought I was applying tough love,but how Im feeling and what others are saying ,Im beginning to think that there is something I need to be doing,but what? I don't know why I continue to let him do this to me. He is not even in this house,but his manipulation,control still takes up residence.I know it is partly my fault,I just don't know how to stop this.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...