Since i left my fiance yesterday and all the angry words i need to know how to cope. Im hurting inside and all i have done is cry. I was up all night and feeling our baby kick almost like he knows whats going on, (he slept about as well as i did). My two daughters understand but they dont at 5 and 10 its hard to explain. I dont want to go to work, i dont want to leave the house. Everywhere i look im reminded of him and i worry about what hes doing right now and where hes at. I didnt leave because i dont love him i left because im tired of the drug use. Hes so far gone i dont think he even cares anymore even though he said he did. I dont know what else to do i have no support system what so ever well at least no one here at home and all of my friends that have stuck by me just say good and talk bad about him. I need to know what i can do, i need to know that what i did was right and now its up to him and im not the reason why hes so angry. I just need to know that i cared enough to let him go. I am just so damn sad.
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