what my mum did to me? Shes an alcoholic & im finding it hard to deal with everything else at the moment. Ive come to terms with it and accepted whats happened to her. But everything else around me seems to be bugging me. I hate alcohol. Everything about it. Because of what mum did to me, i cant be around people drinking or getting drunk. I've got my birthday party coming up soon & people are drinking.. I dont know how to deal with it. Even when my friends mention "drinking" or getting pissed i get angry inside. Not at them. At the alcohol. I cant get away from it its all around me. It sounds stupid but sometimes i feel like im going mad. I just need help getting over it...