I am devastated i have been with him 3 years, and the last few months my bf or ex, has been acting totally different, i know hes on something, just dont know what it is exactly. I need to know what to do. I cant function anymore, he keeps taking off on me saying i am crazy when i beg him to get help. His mother enables him. an his family. Its sickening. He is almost 39 and throwing his life away. what do i do? i told him hes not allowed bak there untuil he gets help. but he only replies with YOU ARE NUTS i am not on drugs. I know for a fact he is and he comes back hbere and goes through withdrawal and very verbally abusive, nose runs, no motivation to work, etc..VERY MEAN TO ME..starts a fight and calls his mom to pick him up and take him back to the drugs. THen he will text me after i send him about 10 , and tell me i am crazy , its all ME,. and i KNOW ITS NOT!!! i am so hurt devastated, and at the same time sick of wasting my life on a hopeless cause. obviously my love wasnt enough for him to get help, his kid isnt enough, he has a kid who lives w her mother..I guess MAYBE if he goes to jail it might wake him up i have been having crazy thoughts like following him and calling the cops to report driving under influence to get him busted, i dont know what else to do, the thougt of him being w anyone else KILLS ME..the thought of being around all those lowlifes..HELP ME WHAT SHOULD I DO!! i see a counselor but she doesnt help me at ALL>!
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