My fiance slipped after 4 months of sobriety. went to his night class for his GED and didn't come home till midnight. I was surprised that he was honest with me and admitted that he had used. I pray that this is the last time and he will begin seriously working his program for himself but for me this is the last time. I didn't engage in any major conversation when he came home (what he would of expected me to do...blow up, be mad etc). When he came through the door I handed him a bath towel and pointed to the running shower and I crawled back into my safe bed and thanked God that he had protected him again and went to sleep. At about 3 am this morning I woke and set some boundaries. (by this time he had come down and was really feeling bad about himself) I did not rescue him or tell him it would be okay like I had in the past. I firmly and calmly as I could I told him that I was not going to watch him destroy himself any longer. I would not have this in or around my home anymore. I told him that he either gets back into recovery mode or the next time he uses he best just leave and not come home cause I'm not doing this anymore. I love him but I love myself and my children also. I can live without a man in my life but I must be comfortable living in my own skin. I don't know if what I did was right or not but I had to detach from the situation for the moment.
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