When He's down I lift Him up, When I am down he does'nt want to listen. He smokes like a chimney, and drinks everynight. Were newly weds, He does'nt care what happens to Him, What about me damn It! He just says how good I am to be there for Him and how sorry he is about circumstances that our truely out of our hands. Whos there for me? I have'nt even been there for myself. I do almost everything for Him, thats my fault. I only have myself to blame. He just says well at least you know where I am I don't go out drinking anywhwere. I understand he works alot but he rarely wants to go anywhere? He says he's to tired and doesnt feel good. Well! Maybe if He quit the shit he'd feel better. Help!!!!!!
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