This may sound strange but it is a comparison for me, When i find his needles, stamp bags, see him with his junkie friends, i feel like i am being cheated on. Not with another woman but with the drugs. I feel like the drugs are his other woman. Is this crazy that i feel like this, Does anyone else ever feel like this?? I fly into a rage and say things i dont mean i want to do anything to hurt him because that is what he has done to me no matter how wrong it is to do that. Am i the only one that feels this way or are there others out there that feel this same pain or this same comparison???
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