My fiance is addicted to drugs. Im afraid to talk on here or anywhere else out of fear of protecting him and myself. He has been telling me for a a little over a year now that he is going to quit and he never does. He tels me he wants to quit but that I dont udnerstand how hard it is. Its hard for me to be on the other end because I dont know what its like. He says he is going to quit and then for a couple days he is doing good but it always goes back to the same old thing. He has resorted to selling things and even lying to me to get what he wants. He says he loves me but I find it so hard to believe sometimes. Especially when he doesnt have drugs or i wont enable him and he gets angry and mean. Everyday i just want to break down and cry but because i love him so much i want to help him. Rehabs have never worked for him and even going to jail didnt work. Is it possible that he does love me and its his addiction that makes him mean?? He cries sometimes when i say i want to go but is it fake because he knows if i go he has no one else? I need so much help. It took me a long long time to come to a group
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