My husband who left 6 wks ago is now calling me to send me pics of my son that he took. I was able to tell him everything that was on my mind...that I made him leave to get help because his cocaine addiction / drinking was destroying our family. He says that he only used a little. Which I know is not true I found more coke baggies in his office last night. Also, I told him that I remember finding a can with a hole in it and a brillo pad and he freak out saying "what you think I was doing crack in our house?" which of course he denied. I was able to tell him that in spite of me finding out that he is now seeing his drug connection I still tried to get him help but it is his problem to face and he has to want the help first. I can see that he is still in denial but at least I was able to say everthing that was on my mind which I never thought that I would have the opportunity to do. Hopefully something got thru to him and he will seek the help that he so desparately needs. I also told him that I was going to AL-Anon meetings which he sounded rather upset about at first but I told him I have to do whatever I can to help myself and my son. I explained to him that regardless of where he lives and who he chooses to be with that he can't be around drugs or drug users or he will never truly get away from that lifestyle and he said that he is not around anyone that uses drugs.... which is a lie because I know he is dating is drug connection. It breaks my heart but I am staying focused on myself and my baby and pray that my husband will choose the right path.
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