Does anyone out there have a loved one with an addiction that refuses to work like they should. I mean, do they all make excuses not to go to work and make a mess of the only job that they have or is it just my husband? I am about to lose itand I dont mean just my mind. I mean everything. How can you raise your kids and pay your bills with just one supporter in the family? Nothing works. Not fussing, pleading, being nice, threateningnothing. Every day it is the same thing. Im depressed, Im in pain, I promise I will go tomorrow, I will be there and we will get back on our feet. Im just sick, sick, sick of hearing it. But, I will be the bad one if I dont have sympathy and be understanding and patient. I feel like I have IDIOT stamped on my forehead! Enough saidnow its time to go to my happy place (wherever that is).
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