Since I left Mike the crack addicted father of my child I thought I had made huge progress and that I would not let him into my head any more. He started living with this guy who just found out he has cancer and has been letting Mike use him, steal from him, take his money, eat his food, use and use him. well I got sick of it and told this very nice man, I warned him of everything and told him everything Mike has done to me in the past, well the guy told Mike and I got a call from I thought the guy Peter, well it was Mike telling me that Pete had told him everything and that I just threw the foundation out from under him and that I must want him to fail, and how he feels sorry for me that I could hate someone as much as him, and that he no longer trusts me. I know that I should not care, but I do he has yet again found another way to get under my skin, turning it around on me and making me feel like shit. I could just use some support on this one, I thought I was doing the right thing by warning him. Now I feel used myself. He is such a con man he has this guy believing that I am trying to sabotage his recovery, that I am throwing fuel on to an already aggravated fire. maybe I am, or does he just have me convinced that I am that person too?
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