Have you ever been so sad that you cry yourself to sleep... thinking this isn't how it's suppose to be.. this isn't the way the story is supppose to end.. i can't tell you how sad and alone i feel tonight... i miss my clean husband so much but it seems he is forever gone and what it left is emptyness... i need help.. and don't know how to keep moving forward on most days i have a strong front but tonight i am left with nothing except sadness of what could of/should have been.. my husband relapsed and left me and i have not seen him since. i divorced him and now feel so alone and sad... i wish it never happened. it is like he died only worse because he choose this.. and although i know i didn't deserce or cause this i feel soooo broken...if any one has had these moments a word of wisdom would be much appreciated because now i feel soooo bad... please god help me get through this.. i feel like i have have to scrap myself off the ground and today don't have the strength.. thanks for listening...just a bad day in the reality drugs do to once what was a family...
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