My husband is addicted to crack. He has been using for 12 years and refuses to go to rehab. We have lost everything. Both our cars, our house, we are currently in chapter 7 bankruptcy and living at my parents camp on the lake because we cannot afford to rent a place. We have been married less than 3 years and do not have any children together. I want out. I am on medication for depression and anxiety. I have been out of work on disability for 2 years because of these condtitions. Now I have received my last disability check and I am going to have to return to work. Thankfully I am feeling a little better about myself but I don't know what to do with him. I cannot file for divorce while we are in bankruptcy, and I am not sure divorce is right for me. I am having some religous difficulty with it. Problem is I am not sure I can forgive him any longer, and think my love may for him may have been destroyed by this addiction.
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