my partner commited suicide 2 weeks ago he was only 31 and i am 27 we were going through a difficult patch like all couples have with there ups and downs but i never thought for a million years that he would do something like this we had the funeral last friday and there were a few hundred people there as he was a very popular character we have 2 beautiful children aged 2 and 1 so only babies really i have explained to my daughter that daddy is an angel and will always be in her heart which i seem to think she knows something but obviously my son is too young to no but what worries me is at first i was in complete shock couldnt move and was completely numb but now i just dont beleive it i am carrying on as if nothing has happened as i dont beleive he is gone i even seen him in the chappel of rest twice but i still dont believe he has gone i thought the funeral i would realise that he has gone but i dont please help as i am confused am i normal or is my brain pushing it all aside so i can carry on or will 1 day it will just hit me and reality sinks in that he has gone
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