I am very glad to hear you are talking to someone about this, it shows your mind is sharp enough to know there is a problem which means you are that much closer to NOT hurting yourself again. There are lots of things that trigger people I think, for my sister, she had tried before, but when my mother was ill and dying from cancer it put her over the edge. I believe in my heart thought that people that do go through with suicide as not in their right mind, they are ill, so any little thing can cause a trigger. I am very sorry someone hurt you by putting you down that was very wrong, no one should do that. Try your best to stay away from anyone negative, you are trying to get past this by theropy, you should be proud of yourself for taking that step, my sister would never go see anyone for her problems.

lots of things can trigger these thoughts but its usually a history of mental illness, depression, anxietys etc etc they are not well and not thinking straight when they chose to take their own lives, they are desperate andbelive it is the only way they will ever find peace ,
dont ever let anyone else bring you down to that level, you are getting help so you are on the right road, i dont believe anything is worth suicide, life is too short so youmay as well just ride it out cos it does always get better
thanks for talking to us
youre worth much more than taking your own life

I'm so glad you are getting therapy.I have been going to a therapist for 10 years its been an immeasurable blessing in my life.I used to hurt myself by burning and cutting.My reason for doing it was because of anger and guilt that used to consume my life.I have learned to forgive others and myself and let it be in my past.It's over. Its all behind me .God Knows if I could go back and keep my Sister safe that day I would.It was the hardest thing in my life to shut the door on my past mistakes but I did it.I thank God everday for giving me the strength to do it.I have to be careful every single day because satan would like nothing more than for me to fall again.I still have bad days where I could mess it all up by drinking etc.But I have worked to hard to get where I am today to let that evil monster take it all away.
God is much ,much more powerful than anyone or anything on this earth.He will guide you and make you stronger than you could ever imagine.
Pinky,I wish you a joyful and peaceful day .I think you are a wonderful person.Please don't let anyone make you ever think your not. Love, maggie