The one year mark is coming up Sept 8th, I can't stand this. I'm having flashbacks, trouble sleeping, and my mind is doing 90 miles an hour again. I don't want this to start up again, I thought I had it under control. Guys, I don't want to relive this in my head. I had forgotten so much and it seems to be coming back. Today I've had flashbacks all day to when the cop told me my dad had shot hisself. All damn day, this little movie keeps playing over and over again. Waters are getting rough again! I am so scared of Sept 8th, I wish I could just skip it! Thanks for listening. Lorie
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