It has almost been a year since my friend Jeremy killed himself...my depression has been progressively getting worse and worse (already been in the psych ward once)...I just am at a point where I feel I can understand why he did it....I feel like there is no other way out and i just want to see him again and I want to ask him if it was worth it to kill himself so that i can know if it would be worth it if I did...ARRRGHHHH I just don't know what to do...and Jeremy is the 5th person I have lost to suicide I am so tired of loosing people!
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