Hi there i am finding the one year anniversary approaching so so hard I am thinking back to a year ago knowing that he was here and then in 3 weeks time he has been gone a year My little girl who is 3 is starting to ask why her daddy isnt coming back when she knows he is angel in the sky my 2 year old has no idea as he was far to young I work full time and have no help with my children when I finish work i pick the children up cook them dinner and its time for them to go to bed and then its a lonley time all night every night I dont hear from my friends at all. Its getting to the point now where I just cant be bothered with anything anymore I feel I am pushing the kids away I am crying alot I feel I havent had the time to grieve as The kids have always with me I went out and got a full time job so I could at least have a break from them but still as soon as i finish work they are with me and all weekends I am just stuck in circle and I want him back
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