Families & Friends Affected By Suicide Support Group
Suicide affects not only the individual, but also the family and friends who provide support and love. This community is offered as a place for those affected by suicide to gather and gain strength from each other. PLEASE NOTE: If you are suffering from suicidal thoughts, please take advantage of our CRISIS RESOURCES, which you can find at the bottom of every page of the...
I guess I just wanted to say THANK YOU to all in this community for allowing me to share my survival of the suicide of my son nearly 9 years ago now.
ALL this time...I have barely spoken of that day because of the inner pain and the non-understanding looks and comments from those who just can't grasp the enormous hurt you feel...right up to the day of your own death.
December is my HELL month reliving that awful call from my ex...sobbing like I had never heard do in 22 years of marriage.
I hear the words, feel myself crashing to the floor in screams as I struggled to make sense of what I was being told...replay the nightmare of each day as I planned his memorial. Until now..I couldn't bare to deal with it...even think I could get through another year with him gone. But now...this year thanks to ALL OF YOU...I can REALLY call myself SURVIVOR!!!
I just had to stop and say THANK YOU and BLESS YOU ALL as we share an awful bond through this holiday season. But it is an bond of love, support and understanding.
Bless you all!
ALL this time...I have barely spoken of that day because of the inner pain and the non-understanding looks and comments from those who just can't grasp the enormous hurt you feel...right up to the day of your own death.
December is my HELL month reliving that awful call from my ex...sobbing like I had never heard do in 22 years of marriage.
I hear the words, feel myself crashing to the floor in screams as I struggled to make sense of what I was being told...replay the nightmare of each day as I planned his memorial. Until now..I couldn't bare to deal with it...even think I could get through another year with him gone. But now...this year thanks to ALL OF YOU...I can REALLY call myself SURVIVOR!!!
I just had to stop and say THANK YOU and BLESS YOU ALL as we share an awful bond through this holiday season. But it is an bond of love, support and understanding.
Bless you all!
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
As this is my first Christmas season of grieving, things are difficult enough. Emotions run high at times. I am most sure that your own set of emotions outweigh mine.
So, I'm so proud of you finding your moment of being able to overcome. May you continue to overcome, with each year that passes.
Keep moving forward and LIVE!