My husband tried to kill himself 3 days ago. I am still in shock. i have all these feelings inside, but they dont come out. I am so ANGRY with him, and have already decided that it is over. I have children and in a custody battle with my ex. This has ruined everything! Im scared, Im not sure what is normal for this situation. now I am left to raise the children and work. One day I had a, ( what seemed) happy family, the next its unraveling faster then I can breath! Im not sleeping, because when I do, I hear that gun shot, and I can see him all over again. Im anxious, loud bangs scare the hell out of me. I feel like we had a good marraige. I dont understand what made him so unhappy. was I that bad? did I say something? I am hurt. I cant cry yet. Im worried. i just cant seem to get the tears to flow. If there is anyone out there who understands please, some advice would be great
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