Someone in another area told me about this group I lost a son to suicide coming up a year on the 28th of october .And I am really finding it hard to cope with it ,its like living those weeks leading up to his death all over again ,the pain is git wrenching as bad as it was the first time I got the news that he took his life .Do all of you feel like this when it is approching a aniversary ,I coped better when it was his birthday .To make matters worse my home burnt down in November and I lost my animals and all of Stevens belonging mine as well but I still fret over the animals and my sons belonging ,sometimes I wish I had of perished with my animals thats how bad the pain is but I wouldnt kill myself because i have seen what it has done to my family and I would nerver put them through that .I have lost several friends to suicide but nothing like this I just dont know what is normal .i did grief councilling that helped a bit .Maybe I need more because now I feel worse then ever befor .Any ideas would be appreciated .
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