I left my husband after 18 years together only 7 months ago. I've started a new relationship - both he and i are bipolar. My husband found out about it and a week later commited suicide. The funeral is next week and i feel nothing. We have 3 kids together and although i was no longer in love with him i still loved him. We saw each other a couple of times a week and were getting on.Why am i not grieving? Why am i not feeling guilty? I know the guilt should be there as i knew in advance that he was going to kill himself but didnt believe him. I want and need to beat myself up over it but i cant!I need this guilt to release me from the issues of bipolar. Please help if able. thankyou. xx
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