Hi, I am new to this group, but not new to DS. I would rather not deal with my sister's death. Instead I just tell myself that she went on another mission trip to China, like she did last year before she died. I used to talk to her 3 or 4 times out of the week from 6pm to 1 am. I have no idea how to deal or whatever. Every time I think about her, all these feelings of anger and sadness comes and I really don't wanna deal with it. it just gets me depressed. It sux. I am a single mom, so I don't wanna let feelings out in front of my daughter, cause she gets upset when i get upset. Is it a problem that I am not dealing with this, or that I have not had a chance to grieve? She's been gone since Novemeber 11. 2008.
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