please dont cosider this route the devastation left behind is unreal my other half obviously thought that he was not wanted and that everyone would be better off without him we were going through a rocky patch at the time and goodness knows what else going through his mind but unfortunately he never spoke about any of the issues that were worrying him and he took his life 3 and a half weeks ago he was 31 i am 28 and we had a 2 year old and a 1 year old he was a popular person and there were over 300 people at his funeral but i will never ever ever have the answers as to why i keep going through my head what if and things i feel guilty as we were going through bad patch and i am devastated and so are his family we are all struggling to come to terms with everything it is so so hard to do everyday things i am up the cemetary nearly evry day its his birthday next month and instead of buying him a good present and watching him open his cards from the babies i am looking at a wreath to put on his grave so please dont consider it life is too precious its short enough as it is
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...