My brother commited suicide on Mother's day. May 13,2007. I have had really good days and really bad days. The pain of his death is still in my heart for he was my best friend, he was my older brother. His son, my nephew is now on antidepressants to help him through each day. I have reached out to him letting him know he isn't the only one who feels pain and that I understand. All the what ifs. I am some what lucky. I haven't faced the memories because I live so far away, I haven't been to the grave sight ether. I haven't been to were my brother had died all alone. I told my nephew that if we can pull together and talk, it should help us as a family to heal. The pain in our hearts just won't disappear if we don't work through it. My husband won't let anyone talk to me about my brother and how he died because it still makes me cry. My daughter and I go for walks and sometimes talk about him. Still feels so unreal.
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