Hi all,my mum took her life over 10 year's ago.At the moment I feel very very angry with my mum.I feel she let me down terribly as a child,she attempted suicide every other week as I was growing up,this made me very scared and very unsetteled,this eradicated all my confidence,as a child and still continues now in my adult life.I feel so enraged that she made a mess of my childhood,and then had the audacity to end her life and leave me with even more of her mess to deal with.I'm currently waiting to see a counsellor,which I know I need to do,the feeling's I have right now are awful,I feel If I saw my mum now I would kill her myself,that sound's terrible I know but It's true.Jane
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