Hello, My big brother commited suicide on july 18 07 his birthday will mark the 6th month anv of his death he would of been 34 he left behinde mom dad stepmom stepdad 6 sisters and one brother he had 4 children two of theme twins only a year old now. He took his life in a church parking lot in front of police officer my husband is a plice officer and he was on scen after the passing of my brother he is the one who told the family and id my brother he was a rock for this family there is alot of drama added to my brothers death he was going thru a divorce and he and the new boyfriend got into a fight before he passed. My brother was huge at 6 foot 6 in and 340 pds but he had never been in trouble before this and he spent a night in jail the week before he passed then the fight and then he was gone. so I have alot of anger toward the wife she threatend to have him creamated and my family does not belive in cramation then she comes to our parents house with yet another boyfriend and we all have to be nice to her or the parents never get to see the kids again. i cant do that so i have not spoken to her would not even look at her at the funral home i could hear her crying and saying she wanted to go be with him as me and my little brother walked in the funral home for the frist time the night of the viewing and when they got me sit down i was yelling shut her up just shut her up. they took me out and i calmed down and that was my only mean break. But the anger i feel toward her is unreal. Now i have her friends telling me how i sucked as a sister when he was here i am dealing with this the best i can. I just wish he was here so he could tell me it is ok like he would. I am angry at him too very.
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