I am so sorry for your loss and your pain. There is nothing you could have done to change the outcome. She knows how much you loved her. I am also sorry that you were the one to find her. My thoughts and prayers are with you!

i am sooo sorry to hear you lost your friend that way. i lost my best friend also march 20th this year. he shot himself almost a month after his 18th birthday. i am sorry that you were the one to find her. i feel for you.

Dear Roommate, I see that you've been through quite a bit in the last few months. What are you doing to cope with your loss? The loss of your two friends would be alot for anyone to handle.

Please know that you couldn't be with your friends 24 hours a day. If their intent was to end their lives, they would have found a time, day and way to do it. We are lucky on the days that we can be there for them and talk them out of it. You didn't control her life, she did.

I know you miss both of your friends, but I wondered if you had others around you to talk to about this. I mean this website is a great place to talk about it, but usually, you need someone closer to you to talk to.

I'm sorry you were the one to find your friend like you did, but please don't blame yourself for this. It's not your fault.

Take Care,
Jackie

no i dont have anyone, they where they only teo people i trusted.

i lost my older sistera tdn best friend 18 weeks ago to sucide. if u ever need to talk i'm here.

big hugs to you. Its not your fault your housemate killed herself. That was her choice. You cant be there with someone every minute of the day, if she really wanted to do it she would have found a way. I know its hard not to blame yourself for not being there tho. Im sure you did as much as you could. Im sure she misses you too. Big hugs to you.