All through my life have been awful. When I was little I had brain fluid drawn out. I was in critical condition for years in the hospital. I had convulsions, seziures , the whole enchilada. It wasnt till 6 i learnd to walk again. I am still suffering because i have shaking spazms i have adhd and a learning disability its been so hard for me. When I was a kid I grew up with very little friends. I was called names and was pushed around. I had a one good friend, it ended when i first started cutting in 5th grade. I overcame that too And i was cutting for 6 years. I write poetry to get some out and i tried counsleing but nothing is seeming to work. Right now I only have one good friend. I feel so alone though, everyday I wake up to screaming in my head, aloneness . Noone talks to me . I had a father who hurt me physically and emotionally and a real mom who passed away. ive been through so much and im still going through alot and you know what i feel like bad stuff will keep happening and i miswell just end it because nothing is seeming to get any better.. im not saying i am im saying i need something or somone to help me through ... please...
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